Post by xAllyxBearx on Jan 10, 2004 10:47:21 GMT -5
Ok well I'm renound fer my poetry.. I think.. But some of my newerstuff is pretter long.. So bear with me ok? Sorry if it bores yer half to death.. Some of em are pretty confusing.. But I just write them down as I think of em..
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She takes the gun,
Her hands bloody,
Shaking,
Tears flowing freely,
She wants it to end,
The life she always wanted,
Gone,
Not visible anymore,
It'll be over soon,
The slashes across her wrists,
Dribbling with blood,
Pain and fear,
Eyes tight shut,
Nothing,
Nothing will stop her now,
Not even the voice in the back of her head,
Don't do it,
They care,
They'll cry,
No they won't,
Noone cares.
She tries with her might to shut it out,
The trails of blood drying,
Mascara lines mark her cheeks,
Her breathing heavy,
Thoughts blurred,
Eyes stinging,
She whispers,
Goodbye World,
I'll miss you Mom,
Seeyer in Hell Dad,
Her finger tight on the trigger,
Not pulling yet,
Another lone tear,
Falls,
Cascading down her cheek,
The voice in the back of her head,
It breaks her barricades,
She tries to stop it,
Screaming,
Pulling at her hair,
She can't silence it,
Soothing,
Calming,
It's words,
They wipe her tears,
Take her pain,
Dropping the weapon,
She falls to her knees,
Sobbing,
Uncontrolably,
I'm sorry,
So sorry,
Regret,
Remorse,
Eventually,
The tears cease,
Black lines stretch down her face,
Leaving reminders of her mistakes,
Staring at her wrists,
Dried blood,
Gaping wounds,
Stare back,
She's puzzled,
Why?
Why didn't she go through with it?
The gun,
Inches from her,
Beckoning,
Calling out,
Reaching,
No,
Curling back,
Deep into her shell,
She can't do it,
They care,
They'll cry,
So here she sits,
Silently,
In the dark,
Alone other than the voice,
Admitting defeat,
Waiting,
For a hand,
To reach out,
And help her,
For help,
Is what she needs now.
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Again, Sorry about the length.. ©xAllyxBearx©
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She takes the gun,
Her hands bloody,
Shaking,
Tears flowing freely,
She wants it to end,
The life she always wanted,
Gone,
Not visible anymore,
It'll be over soon,
The slashes across her wrists,
Dribbling with blood,
Pain and fear,
Eyes tight shut,
Nothing,
Nothing will stop her now,
Not even the voice in the back of her head,
Don't do it,
They care,
They'll cry,
No they won't,
Noone cares.
She tries with her might to shut it out,
The trails of blood drying,
Mascara lines mark her cheeks,
Her breathing heavy,
Thoughts blurred,
Eyes stinging,
She whispers,
Goodbye World,
I'll miss you Mom,
Seeyer in Hell Dad,
Her finger tight on the trigger,
Not pulling yet,
Another lone tear,
Falls,
Cascading down her cheek,
The voice in the back of her head,
It breaks her barricades,
She tries to stop it,
Screaming,
Pulling at her hair,
She can't silence it,
Soothing,
Calming,
It's words,
They wipe her tears,
Take her pain,
Dropping the weapon,
She falls to her knees,
Sobbing,
Uncontrolably,
I'm sorry,
So sorry,
Regret,
Remorse,
Eventually,
The tears cease,
Black lines stretch down her face,
Leaving reminders of her mistakes,
Staring at her wrists,
Dried blood,
Gaping wounds,
Stare back,
She's puzzled,
Why?
Why didn't she go through with it?
The gun,
Inches from her,
Beckoning,
Calling out,
Reaching,
No,
Curling back,
Deep into her shell,
She can't do it,
They care,
They'll cry,
So here she sits,
Silently,
In the dark,
Alone other than the voice,
Admitting defeat,
Waiting,
For a hand,
To reach out,
And help her,
For help,
Is what she needs now.
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Again, Sorry about the length.. ©xAllyxBearx©